Doing just fine! how about yourself?
Sometimes I wake up late and alone and see those moments. I look around my room and all I see is all of the places we left ourselves. You’re so close I could touch you, I swear I can see you and me right now, but of course, we aren’t here. I can see our love right in front of me but the truth is that it doesn’t exist anymore, for either of us. you’ve been gone for so long, We have been gone for so long, and the truth is, we will never reignite. All we were ever meant to be was a brilliant flash of light that burnt out. We could never do all the things we always did because we don’t live here anymore. We don’t live here anymore. Its only me watching these moments like old home movies. Things are unfortunately and uncomfortably right, I even fell in love someone else, and so did you, but I can still see all the little things we were right in front of me and there is nothing I can do. I don’t even know who you are anymore, you aren’t you anymore, but I still see and miss those tiny, fleeting moments that were densely packed with love and heat and sparkle. You’re my star. I can see you and me and all our fire, and it makes it so hard to remind myself that you and me burnt out and disappeared light years ago. We were the solar system, and I’m still here standing in the light. You’re not under this sky, and I’m wondering when I get to stop stargazing.
Everybody has gone through something that has changed them in a way that they could never go back to the person they once were.
I realize there’s something incredibly honest about trees in winter, how they’re experts at letting things go.